December 2009
11 posts
I used to be mildly homophobic before meeting you. I’m not anymore. Just thought you’d want to know. This actually makes me very sad. I hate knowing that people, at any point in time, were homophobic. I’ve just never understood homophobia. I’m just very glad your opinion has changed.
your one of the coolest gay kids i know! i miss hanging out with you..movie day soon? then i can play with your rubix cube! and we can talk about bajingas and dabbling all the good stuff :} Haha, thank you! I miss you. We need to hang out so badly. You, Kait, and I are going to have a movie day soon. We can have completely inappropriate conversations about dabbling bajingas and twiddling...
What was your favorite year in school? (K-8) Just K-8? Oh, man. I don’t know. I really don’t remember much of my elementary school life. I had a really good 8th grade year, but I think my favorite was 4th grade. I had a fantastic teacher, Mr. Malone, and I felt so mature knowing that I was in the oldest grade at my school. I think that was the first time I really felt like I was...
what is the most important thing you’ve ever learned? This is hard. I’m only 17 years old, and I have a lot to learn still. So far, I’ve learned some good lessons, and there are some that I should have already learned that I can’t get through my thick skull. But, of the things I’ve learned, I really think the most important thing is that I know I can’t change...
What is the meaning of life, in your opinion? I don’t think there is one. Not everything has to have a purpose. I think we’re here by a series of very random, very interesting coincidences. I don’t believe in god or in an after life. I don’t believe that anything we do here matters at all. I enjoy life, and I basically do what I want because I know that one day,...
Would you ever get a tattoo? What would you get? On my next birthday, I am turning 18 and I plan on getting a tattoo on that day. You may or may not know, I lost a friend on October 17th of this year. She was an amazing person. I wasn’t as close to her as some of my friends were, but she made an impact. I, and everyone else that was affected, really miss her. At her funeral, the last...
Which year in highschool is/was your favorite? Why? I’ve liked Senior year more than any other year I’ve been in school. I’m so close to leaving everyone and everything I know, but this year has been so generally pleasant so far. It might be because I’m not actually taking hard classes, but I don’t know. Being a Senior, I just feel so accomplished. I might also...
i have dated lots of guys, and they just don’t cut it for me. i’ve been in love once, and it was with a girl. i haven’t tried with anyone else of the same sex, but i wonder if i should. how did you realize that you were lesbian? If you want to, you should do it. Don’t hold back on what you want to do. As long as someone makes you happy, that’s all that matters....
Generally, do you enjoy your life? In a very, very general way, yes. I enjoy life itself. I like being alive. I like waking up. But then again, I don’t think that matters at all because I don’t really think life actually matters. I don’t mean that in a way that I’m going to kill myself because I hate everything. I just think that we don’t have a reason to be...
What’s the worst thing you’ve ever forgiven someone for? I don’t forgive people after I’m seriously, honestly hurt. That sounds awful, but I just can’t find it in me to let go. I will say that I’ve forgiven certain people, but in reality, the grudge is still there and I’m still as angry as the moment I found out that I had been deceived or lied to. It...
Do you plan on ever quitting smoking? In all honesty, it’s not in my plans right now. I’m sure that at some point in time I’ll quit, but for now, no. Smoking does make me feel better, and it does calm my nerves. It’s a bad habit that a lot of people find repulsive, but most of those that I hang out with also smoke, so it doesn’t bother me.
Favorite music...
November 2009
11 posts
I don’t know you very well, but from what I’ve seen, you seem like a very genuine person, and I appreciate that. I appreciate that. I’m just me 100% of the time. You should get to know me.
favorite band? I don’t have one. I love so many different artists, but there’s never been one that I’ve focused on getting to know. I like acoustic music with good lyrics. I like loud, obnoxious rap music with absolutely no meaning. I like hard music with good breakdowns and a ridiculous beat. Everything.
I can’t seem to trust anyone. As long as I can remember I’ve had major trust issues. Every time I start to get close to someone they do something to screw me over or simply walk away. Now it seems like every time I start to get really close to a friend I pull away because of what other people have done to me in the past. Any advice? I’m on the same page as that one with you. ...
How do you tell the one person, the one thing you want to say so badly? There will always be that person that just makes your stomach drop when their face pops into your mind. The person that either makes your heart skip a beat or stop, whether it be for good reasons or bad ones. But no matter how that person makes you feel, you have to realize that you’re only going to live once. You are...
I was reading: I don’t think people are born gay.. I don’t think when you are born, your a gay baby. I think that it’s just more of what your more attracted to than being a dead set choice. I wouldn’t really label it a choice, but it’s in that same family. I believe part of why people are gay is do to the enviroment they grow up in. I don’t really know how to...
What do you do when you think you might be in love with your ex again, but you don’t know if he hates you or not? (Things went down badly when we broke up.)
He acts like he hates me. I hated him for a while. Then his friend told me and my friend that he thinks my ex still likes me. I was like whaaaat? I told my mom and her response was “Maybe you 2 are soulmates.”
Now I really...
I’m dating this girl, and you can say were in love. And when were together.. it’s amazing. But, at school, since were hiding our relationship from everyone, she acts like i don’t exist. I feel like there’s this whole other person i don’t get to see. I know that you are open about how you feel towards others in public, but i’m not ready to let that be known. I...
I can’t focus on anything for more than a few minutes without either thinking of him, or something involving him. I can’t stop. I need to, but I can’t. Advice? Unfortunately, there is no legitimate way to avoid this. He’s obviously made an impact on your life large enough to fill your mind with the thought of him so often. I’ve been down this road, and one of the...
I’m confused as heck. I have no clue what I am doing. I’ve lost sight of so many dreams that I used to hold on to so dearly. I miss them. I miss the warmth and the thought of so many memories that I’ve suppressed because I am not at a state in which I can freely express them, and I hate that. I got a pin from school, and it told me to “Speak My Mind”, but I’m...
girls are hot. but from what i can tell, lesbians end up in far more emotional pain. you think? I think it really depends on the entire relationship. From my experience (..there isn’t a lot of it,) I’ve noticed that lesbian relationships bring the girls closer together because they have a bond that straight couples don’t have. They know what it feels like to be a girl, they...
You’ve changed my life in a positive way. Just so you know. I’m very happy about that. I’d like to know who you are.