December 2009
11 posts
I used to be mildly homophobic before meeting you. I’m not anymore. Just thought you’d want to know. This actually makes me very sad. I hate knowing that people, at any point in time, were homophobic. I’ve just never understood homophobia. I’m just very glad your opinion has changed.
your one of the coolest gay kids i know! i miss hanging out with you..movie day soon? then i can play with your rubix cube! and we can talk about bajingas and dabbling all the good stuff :} Haha, thank you! I miss you. We need to hang out so badly. You, Kait, and I are going to have a movie day soon. We can have completely inappropriate conversations about dabbling bajingas and twiddling...
What was your favorite year in school? (K-8) Just K-8? Oh, man. I don’t know. I really don’t remember much of my elementary school life. I had a really good 8th grade year, but I think my favorite was 4th grade. I had a fantastic teacher, Mr. Malone, and I felt so mature knowing that I was in the oldest grade at my school. I think that was the first time I really felt like I was...
what is the most important thing you’ve ever learned? This is hard. I’m only 17 years old, and I have a lot to learn still. So far, I’ve learned some good lessons, and there are some that I should have already learned that I can’t get through my thick skull. But, of the things I’ve learned, I really think the most important thing is that I know I can’t change...
What is the meaning of life, in your opinion? I don’t think there is one. Not everything has to have a purpose. I think we’re here by a series of very random, very interesting coincidences. I don’t believe in god or in an after life. I don’t believe that anything we do here matters at all. I enjoy life, and I basically do what I want because I know that one day,...
Would you ever get a tattoo? What would you get? On my next birthday, I am turning 18 and I plan on getting a tattoo on that day. You may or may not know, I lost a friend on October 17th of this year. She was an amazing person. I wasn’t as close to her as some of my friends were, but she made an impact. I, and everyone else that was affected, really miss her. At her funeral, the last...
Which year in highschool is/was your favorite? Why? I’ve liked Senior year more than any other year I’ve been in school. I’m so close to leaving everyone and everything I know, but this year has been so generally pleasant so far. It might be because I’m not actually taking hard classes, but I don’t know. Being a Senior, I just feel so accomplished. I might also...
i have dated lots of guys, and they just don’t cut it for me. i’ve been in love once, and it was with a girl. i haven’t tried with anyone else of the same sex, but i wonder if i should. how did you realize that you were lesbian? If you want to, you should do it. Don’t hold back on what you want to do. As long as someone makes you happy, that’s all that matters....
Generally, do you enjoy your life? In a very, very general way, yes. I enjoy life itself. I like being alive. I like waking up. But then again, I don’t think that matters at all because I don’t really think life actually matters. I don’t mean that in a way that I’m going to kill myself because I hate everything. I just think that we don’t have a reason to be...
What’s the worst thing you’ve ever forgiven someone for? I don’t forgive people after I’m seriously, honestly hurt. That sounds awful, but I just can’t find it in me to let go. I will say that I’ve forgiven certain people, but in reality, the grudge is still there and I’m still as angry as the moment I found out that I had been deceived or lied to. It...
Do you plan on ever quitting smoking? In all honesty, it’s not in my plans right now. I’m sure that at some point in time I’ll quit, but for now, no. Smoking does make me feel better, and it does calm my nerves. It’s a bad habit that a lot of people find repulsive, but most of those that I hang out with also smoke, so it doesn’t bother me.
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